Thursday, January 17, 2013

I Am 01-17-13

I am fragile and weary.
I wonder if I will ever feel powerful again.
I hear my heart breaking a little more every day.
I see sadness.
I want to be fearless.
I am fragile and weary.

I pretend that I have it all together.
I feel like I'm drowning when I'm lying in my bed.
I touch peacefuly.
I worry about about family.
I cry when I fail.
I am fragile and weary.

I understand that God gives me strength.
I say that I believe, but sometimes I do not.
I dream of my transition.
I try to be a good person.
I hope that one day, I feel nothing.
I am fragile and weary.